cheeringbutterIssue № 01 · 2026
Emily Zhang · 张子艾 · drawings, 2024 — 2026

Drawings
about not
sleeping.

and a few other things.

张子艾 · 关于失眠的涂鸦
以及一些别的事
XV. Flight · 飞翔
XV. Flight 飞翔 Colored pencil, colored ink, white gel pen · 12 × 15 in
Cover plate · 2026
From the artist

A chickadee, awake.

Iam investigating my struggle and journey to fall asleep through a chickadee avatar — how consistent disruptions cause aversion to sleep instead of an anticipation for rest, and how the journey navigates through these disruptors before finding an eventual resolution.

我以一只山雀为化身,记录入睡的挣扎与旅程 —— 那些反复出现的干扰如何让人对睡眠从期待变为抗拒,又如何在层层阻碍中走向最终的安宁。

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